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  • we were made in the dark

    by xXxTeenSpiritxXx on June 30, 2008
    I stole from Schlecter Penguin *runs and hides* To be fair it was only a quiz XD 1. Name a quote from the song you're listening to: "Since we fell apart I've been nothing but blue Longing for a night-time to bring back my youth Every night in motion, together, apart Apart from the moments so dear to my heart We were made in the dark We were made in the dark We were made in the dark We were made in the dark Since I stole this song we have made a new start My premonition hits hard as our start is apart Every night the motion must be fixed by glue But babe, be careful, what's fixed as one breaks in two We were made in the dark We were made in the dark We were made in the dark We were made in the dark" Because you deserve the whole song. 2. When were you born? August 21st, 1990. 3. Have you ever kissed someone you weren't dating? Yeah. 4. What are you seriously wearing? Black trousers, black t-shirt, lilac socks. 5. When is the last time you saw the person you like/liked? Friday night. 6. Ever kissed anyone on your top friends? Yeah. 7. Describe the last time you were injured? I dunno. 8. Do you get the full 8 hours of sleep a night? Rarely. 9. Think of all your exes. Would you take any of them back? SG - couldn't even if i wanted to. Short version: we dated when we were like 14 and very naive. He realised two years later that he's gay. So even if I was still madly in love with him [which i never was in the first place] I wouldn't have a chance now. CM - definitely NOT. DM - absolutely definitely NOT. AR - technically not my ex, because there was nothing official about it. But I would take him, definitely. Right now he's the only guy I can even see. 10. On your "lazy days" what would you be doing? Music, TV, computer, piano. All by my lonesome. 11. Of all your friends, who would you want to be stuck in a well with? Maybe AM. Only because I think anyone else would drive my insane. 12. Most recent movie you have watched in theatres? Narnia. Cheesy as fuck, but watchable. 13. Who was the last person to slap your butt? SG... he's my gay boyfriend. 14. Favorite toy as a child? Any cuddly toy. 15. Do you own a pair of Converse? Your traditional black pair. I have had them for three years and have never washed them despite the fact my foot bled all over them in Mallorca. I am oddly proud of this for some reason o.O 17. Do you eat cookie dough? Yum. 18. Have you ever kicked a vending machine? In school, followed by a LOT of swearing. 19. When's the last time you had gummy bears? Bus home from Download. 20. What color are your bedsheets? White. 21. Do people consider you smart? Yes. Occasionally I question their judgement. 22. What temperature is it outside right now? I dunno but it's cold. 23. Have you ever stayed online for a very long time waiting for someone? Yeah, coz I is a loser. 24. Could you live without a computer? Not at the moment. 25.Do you have an iPod? I love mine! Even tho it's my third one :O 26. What movie do you know every line to? LOTR. 27. Last time you had butterflies in your stomach? Friday night, etc. 28. Last person you hugged? Probably my mum. 29. Had a long distance relationship? No. 30. Who was the last person you held hands with? AR. Everytime I think about it it makes me want to throw up. 31. At what age did you start noticing the opposite gender? Idk. 32. Do you know someone who likes you? AR might, despite his misgivings. Sometimes, I think he does. 33. How do you handle a rainy day? The way I handle any other day. I live in Scotland; 95% of my days are rainy. 34. Do you tend to be aware of what is going on around you? Very. 35. Are you cold? Freezing actually. 36. Do you have a lot to learn? Oh yeah. 37. Have you ever dreamt a dream that came true? Mmm yeah. 39. Are you a patient person? With certain things. 40. Are you an impatient person? Moreso than patient probably. 41.Do you prefer Disney or Warner Brothers? Ah no I can't choooooose! 42.When do you feel your life energy is the strongest? When I'm not dead. Which is most of the time. 43.Are you with someone right now? In neither the physical or euphemistic sense. 44.Next time you'll take a shower? Tomorrow. 45. Is anyone on your bad side now? THE PSYCHOPATH. Lol. 46. What jewelry are you wearing? Earrings. They're cool. 47. Who's your favorite singers/band? Dresden Dolls, AFI, Radiohead, Franz Ferdinand. There's about a bazillion more but I cba. 48. Next kiss? I'm not psychic, but I think if I see him anymore I might just be forced to grab him and do it... again. 49. Do you watch Grey's Anatomy? No. 50. How do people spell your name? I have had: Suzzane, Susan, Susanne, Suzane. And that's just the ones I can think of. SG spells it Suzn coz he thinks he's funny (he's not). It's SUZANNE. 51. Would you wear your boyfriends/girlfriends clothes? Lmao yeah why not? 52. Hows your life going as of right now? Not the way I planned. 53. Do you think you're ugly? Very occasionally. But not really. I think I'm pretty decent looking actually! 54. How's your heart? Dented.. 55. Last line of a song you heard? "Oh down to the river we ride..." 56. What are you doing tomorrow? Working. Partying, LJ's 18th tomorrow. 57.Can you honestly say your happy with who you are? Yes. 58. Is it cute when a boy calls you babe? TC calls me babe all the time and it's cute, but in some situations, definitely not. AR calls me love and I like that better. 60. Will you keep your last name when you get married? Nah, doubt it. 61.Would you rather be drunk or high? Drunk. 62. When is the last time you left your house? This morning for work. 63. Look through the 2 nearest windows what do you see? Sky. 64.Who is someone you have drifted from? ML. This was ages ago and we were only briefly close, but it's still a shame. Oh, and KM! 65. Whose the last person you felt stalked by? PSYCHOPATH. Lmao. 66. Do you like anyone? Oh yeah. 67. Do they know? Yup, they do. Considering what happened last weekend and the conversation we had afterwards... in which I actually said I like him... I say yeah. 69. Do you have a dishwasher? Yes. 70. Have you ever been knocked unconscious? Nope. 71. Would you survive in prison? Aw no way. Claustrophobia would send me insane. 72. If all of your friends were going on a road trip, would you? Aw man, yeah, that'd be class. 73.Have you ever swallowed a non-food item by mistake? Yeah, a tooth lol. 74.Would you allow one of your little fingers to be cut off for $200,000? NO! 75.Who is number 1 on your top friends? SM
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  • i'm talking to you on videotape

    by xXxTeenSpiritxXx on June 30, 2008
    'Nother quiz, this one stolen from Hippolicious: Have you ever thought about getting your lip pierced? For about five seconds. Does a kiss make you feel better? Yeah it really does. Have you ever passed out on the bathroom floor? Nope. Do you start the water before you get in the shower or when you get in? Before. What did you do today? Sean came over :) Have you ever brushed your teeth while in the shower? Eh, no, oddly enough. Have you had more than 3 boyfriends/girlfriends at the same time? Haha why the hell would you do that? I can't even hold onto one! Have you ever thought about your death? Well thanks. NOW I am. Ever been in love? Oh, I've been in love. It might not have been your perception of love, but it was love to me. I think love's different to different people. And as for now? I'd say that the person I want I really care about more than I normally would for a guy. But I'm not quite at the love stage yet. Would you rather be in a permanent relationship or play the field? Relationship. What is your favorite sport? Football/tennis. What color is your shower curtain? White. Have you ever had stitches? Nope. Did you believe that boys/girls had cooties? I didn't even know what cooties were up until recently! (it's not a word used in Scotland) Do you know how to use chop sticks? Yeah :) Lyrics stuck in your head? "because i know today has been the most perfect day i've ever seen" Do you like the Red Sox or Yankees's? I don't care. What are you doing tomorrow? Working :(((( Who was the last person you couldn't take your eyes off of? AR. He's just... oh man. Have you ever given money to a homeless person? Yeah course. Have you ever run over an animal? God no. What is your favorite cereal? Sultana bran. Have you ever had an Oreo with peanut butter? Ewww. Do you think its right for straight guys to get their tongue pierced? Oh yes. Where's your favorite place to be? Glasgow. Right now. What's your favorite song? This very second: Videotape – Radiohead Are you more of a coffee or alcohol drinker? Coffee, I drink it everyday whereas alcohol's only for weekends. Have you ever thrown shoes on a telephone wire? No. Do you talk in your sleep? Yep. Do you snore? No. Are you a redneck? Lmao. RID NECK MAN. Funniest thing you heard all day? "Sean... I don't know why we're laughing. Our lives suck! HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA." "I know. That's why it's so funny. HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA" What are you afraid of? Failing. My temper. What would you say to God if you met him in Heaven? "Well, this is a surprise. Given that you don't exist."
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  • you are my centre when i spin away

    by xXxTeenSpiritxXx on June 30, 2008
    Stolen from foundthevelvetsun7: 1. Choose a band / artist and answer ONLY in titles of their songs: The Dresden Dolls 2. Are you male or female: Girl Anachronism 3. Describe yourself: Bank Of Boston Beauty Queen 4. How do some people feel about you: I Would For You (cover) 5. How do you feel about yourself: The Kill 6. Describe your ex boyfriend / girlfriend: Colourblind 7. Describe a (imaginary) boyfriend / girlfriend/ spouse: The Perfect Fit (he's not my boyfriend, but... oh it's complicated) 8. Describe where you want to be: Mandy Goes To Med School 9. Describe how you live: Me & The Minibar 10. Describe how you love: Bad Habit 11. What would you ask for if you had just one wish: Coin Operated Boy 12. Share a few words of Wisdom: Necessary Evil 13. Now say goodbye: Truce
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  • this is the first day of my life

    by xXxTeenSpiritxXx on June 22, 2008
    link it to the world link it to yourself stretch it like a birth squeeze the love for what you hide the bitterness inside is growing like the new born when you've seen, seen too much, too young, young soulless is everywhere hopeless time to roam the distance to your home fades away to nowhere how much are you worth you can't come down to earth you're swelling up, you're unstoppable Long been one of my favourite Muse songs, now probably my favourite. I can't sleep tonight – it's five in the morning here – I'm too wound up. The events of the last 24 hours, I just... I'm in shock here. In a good way. I never thought I'd be that girl is all. I never thought. Make out to this song. You owe it to yourself to try it ;) Tonight; today; the world is full of possibility. Maybe it always has been. Sometimes, sometimes, it just comes down to a single second, where the decision to act or not to can change everything. I'm full of bullshit aren't I?
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  • OMG

    by xXxTeenSpiritxXx on June 11, 2008
    EEE! That is all. (I edited this coz it stretched my page and annoyed me) x
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