yeah eeeeeeaak seems to be the story of my life. i walk on eggshells, constantly. The person who is supposed to protect/look after me and stop me being scared is the person that i fear most. how ironic. i hate living here and living like this. i hate it. hate myself . hate him. hate peole. i dont even feel like i belong in the human race. is that retarded?? i dont even feel that i can or should post on here anymore, its odd and i don like it one bit. *sigh* its all livable with i spose. i will just have to stick some music on, it will sort it all out. i hope