new year coming up and what have i done? nothingnothingnothingnothingnothingnothing sosadsosadsosadsosadsosadsosadsosad god, im going to college in 1 yr and a half and i dont even know what the fuck i want to do!!!!!! zoologist or lawyer? rockstar or pornstar? i need good SAT scores...6 months to prepare. i NEED to get the fuck outta here this is all so frustrating :(

my stoned survey ntry... happy 4/20 asholes 1. What's your name spelt backwards? arual 2. What did you do last night? sleeppppp 3. The last thing you downloaded onto your computer? music 4. Have you ever licked a 9 volt battery? wtf? wat kidn of retard woyld do that? 5. Last time you swam in a pool? yesterday 6. What are you wearing? skirt and takn top 7. How many cars have you owned? lol dunno 8. Type of music you dislike most? gay 9. Are you registered to vote? nopeee 10. Do you have cable? sure 11. What kind of computer do you use? windowss 12. Ever made a prank phone call? yeapp 13. You like anyone right now? fuck me, yes 14. Would you go bungee jumping or sky diving? whe i was high as the skyy 15. Furthest place you ever traveled? fucking spain, my hometown,niggaaa 16. What's your favorite comic strip? i hate comics 17. Do you know all the words to the national anthem? sure 18. Shower: morning or night? nighr 19. Best movie you've seen in the past month? blades of glory. will farrel makes me hornya 20. Favorite pizza toppings? i hate pizza it makes me fat 21. Chips or popcorn? Popcorn 22. What cell phone provider do you have? cignular 23. Have you ever smoked peanut shells? yesss 24. Have you ever been in a beauty pageant? no 25. Orange Juice or apple? apple 26. Who were the last people you sat at lunch with? my frands lolz 27. Favorite chocolate bar? butterfinger 28. Who is your longest friend and how long? longest? she's like 5'10 29. Last time you ate a homegrown tomato? i love tomatoes hahaha 30. Have you ever won a trophy? yes 31. Favorite arcade game? ugh 32. Ever ordered from an infomercial? nooo 33. Sprite or 7-UP? hate that shit 34. Have you ever had to wear a uniform to school/work? yes 35. Last thing you bought at Walgreens? condoms and lighter 36. Ever thrown up in public? yes, i love the drunk attention 37. Would you prefer being a millionaire or finding true love? millionaire. 38. Do you believe in love at first sight? No 39. SPONGEBOB OR JIMMY NEUTRON? sponge 40. Did you have long hair as a young kid? yes 41. What message is on your voicemail machine? if you can dream it,you can do it! lolll 42. Where would you like to go right now? home 43. What's the name of your pet? reina 44. What kind of back pack do you have, and what's in it? fucking jansport 45. What do you think about most? blunts and bitches

RHCP want fans to make a Charlie vid and the winner gets 5000 bucks, GO SEE THEM LIVE IN PARIS... AND MEET THEM!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!11 Fuck, if i won i'd donate the 5000 dollars to whomever, idc, i just want to see them!!!!!!!!!! GOD! crap shit fuck bitch cunt UGH times like these i wish i had taken film class instead of african american history (dont ask me why i took it, i thought it'd be interesting, but my teacher sucks and we never do SHIT) god, i hate when the universe doesnt go according to me. (haha---i still hate life, though)

rhcp concert on jan 31, i am going to have groupie sex with anthony and john.