wow, i forgot i had a journal! just like, 2 hours ago i was thinking about starting a live journal till i remembered this thing right here. any way so today my sister nd i were talking nd i wanted to say something about the new willy wonka and the chocolate factory. instead, i said charlie chocolate and the chocolate factory! reeeeeeeal special huh? i just kept laughing and laughing and laughing... im exhausted, and its not even 9:00 yet! im going to sleep

wow im bored. its sunday nd im supposed to be working on homework but i left all my stuff at school. o yeah, and a science extra credit poster that compares and contrasts the old and new food pyramids. i dont know y im bothering to do that, my average in science is like, a 97. my friends need a lot of help. wow, im friends with such dumb kids. i mean, if not for me, gianna would be failing literature, science, and religion. natalie doesn't normally ask, cuz she actually does ok. one thing i hate is when ppl sit near me in class so they can cheat. jimmy just did that for a literature test friday. i asked him y he was sitting near me all of a sudden. he said no reason. 2 minutes later hes asking me "wat 2 things projected the Kon Tiki across the pacific ocean?" idiot.

k so i showed up at skool today nd its a tag day so i wore purple tights, a ruffled denim skirt, my sisters pink BOSTON hoodie, and my favorite pair of earings, small duck studs. i would've worn my BOSTON sweatshirt but it was dirty cuz i last washed it a month ago. about 5 differant ppl came up to me and said stuff like 'i luv your outfit!' or 'ur so unique!' they all mentioned how they luved the fact that i didnt care how ppl thought of me. its not that i dont care wat they think of me, cuz i do. I just dont let it get in my way of having fun. who would think that just slapping on a pair of differant colored tights would mean that ur going against the grain? ill hav to say it, i didnt mind the extra attention.

ah!!!!! i got teeth pulled... 4 ADULT TEETH!!!! it hurt bad, like really bad. i watched hidalgo. the only amusing part was when the main character almost got his balls chopped off. well, since its a tru story i guess i shouldn't be laughing. whatever. i hav to go plot revenge with my friend to get this girl whos ruining her life... bye

i got home a few hours ago from singing at the first communion mass at church. i had to stay there from 9:00 to 2:30. on the last song i started randommly tearing up becuz i wanted to get out of there soooo bad. i cant remember anything that happened, just that i was thinking 'wat the fuck is wrong with that lady??? the song doesnt go like that!!!' that lady was the choir masters assisstant, who, for some reason, decided to sing the song on a differant octave than the rest of us.god i dont know y that made me so upset. it was all i could do not to turn around and strangle her fat wrinkly neck. i bolted the minute the preist said 'u may go in peace' i like 'fuck going in peace, just let me GO!!!!!!' throughout the whole thing tho, i had an urge to jump out of the choir loft, which was 2 stories high. weird huh? so naturally i was glad to come home. i heard this guy on the radio talking about how his daughter liked to burn herself. i wonder how that would feel? i mean, if you did it long enough, would your skin become all burnt and charry and black? i wonder...

well, the cheerios box said someones supposed to be feeding my mind, but since no one is, i guess i have 2. i started yesterday, no, sunday is wen i unnoficially started. k so i started feeding my mind on sunday, with various types of mental illnesses. mainly schizophrenia and bipolar disorder. weird huh? wat set me off was Lithium, a song by Nirvana. the link on this site on that song was a bipolar test. so i said to myself. "well, if your gonna take a test for some mental illness, u should probably know wat it is." so i read up on the disease. turns out my aunt has it, but shes too paranoid to see a doctor. y is my extended family so messed up?