yeah prom was great from what i heard. i didn't go, it's so superficial. i hate a good majority of the people in my high school. i am the new girl and most everyone either ignores me or thinks i'm weird. i hate this dumb town. thank god i've only got one more year in school and it's going to be great to be free for once.

hiya. i have been reading "There Eyes Were Watching God" it's really sweet. I'm not liking how it's going to end because it seems to be suicidal, but maybe it will change.I recommend this book to every one along with "The Scarlet Letter", and the poem "Road Not Taken" by Robert Frost. I love literature. Not much has changed over the past few days, I'm a little depressed. I hate bein this way, I need to find something to make me happy, I don't know what it's suppose to be, I can feel it coming soon. I hate the anxiety of the whole thing. I want to be away from this town. My life kind of reminds me of the new Green Day cd except I'm not going to kill myself. I use to have that kind of life minus the drugs, I would go to the mall and hang out with my friends and hold hands with my boyfriend and everything was okay and normal. I was so happy. I'll find it again sooner or later.

why do all the good things in life fade away. i hate getting attached to people. that's the insensitive part of me coming through. i nhave so many problems. fuel is a good band.i read the lyrics for shimmer and it kinda made me feel better. i am talking to this guy right now and i don't know how it's going to turn out but i really hope things will progress. i miss having someone to love and be loved by.

hey i need to say a few things, i can't stand ccky girls who think they rule the world!! glad i am not like them. i like krispy kreme donuts, bert and gerard,( they are so f-ing hot), i try to surround myself with positive things, i love the fall. if you're in to D and D please let me know. WOOOT