Hey there, i know, that its, hard to feel like i don't care at all... And i cant make it on my own. Because my heart is in Chicago. Cut my wrists and balck my eyes. So i can fall asleep tonight or die. Because you kill me. you know you do you kill me well. you like it to and i can tell. you never sop until, my final breath is gone.

Bo hiss n o party on Friday. oh well. Maybe Il hang out with myself again. or maybe Ill try to steal Katelyn or Tiffany again. Who knows. Song of the day, "My Sweet Fracture" by Saves the Day

Childish games and lost in emotions. This girl is having aa hard time figuring out how she feels and what she wants to do with her love life. She is lucky a like her this much because this pretending like I don't exist bullshit is pissing me off. She is so fucking scared to look into my eyes. She should be becuse Ill give her my A- Stare that few can resist.

Last night she showed doubts about stupid Carlito or whatever his name is. He is making a recovery with his charm but she'll see her heart's not in it really soon (hopefully). I still need to call her because she is still afraid to look me in the eyesand see that im not kidding. I need a prom date. and a gf. Song of the day is "dipshit" by rufio.

I need a prom date and im not taking Rebecca. Maybe Tiffany really wants to go

I lost. Chalk up another in the L column for this solemn emo kid. She is so stupid. I hope she chokes and dies. I never want to see her again.

Today she tried so hard again to push me out of her life. I cant let her get away with this. The competition is fierce but he is definately not her type. I want to be the one to give her happiness