Damnit, I'm getting really pissed! The good weather is getting on my nerves, I should really be outside and doing something productive (ie. tanning, sitting on my sundeck doing absolutely fucking nothing....) but I still have so much frigging WORK to do!! I HATE school:( Sometimes I just wanna crash and sleep all day long. I'm really lacking in the sleep department (seriously, I have bags under my eyes like you would NOT believe...) I just want it to be summer.....

Oh yeah...only one more day til SPRING BREAK! Hallelujah! I've been working myself down to the bone, trying so hard and getting nowhere. Ironically, my best mark in all my classes is in Biology 12 (which totally blows my mind, but hey, this class ACTUALLY COUNTS, and that means there's NO FUCKING WAY I'm gonna screw this up. I'd rather slit my wrists.) At least I know what I'm going into now. For sure, I am going into Psych. I've realized that psychology is something that really interests me and also makes me feel happy/satisfied. I'm going to ask Tracy more about the prerequisites to get into Psych and whatnot. But I'm on the right track. Adrian FINALLY decided to talk to me. We had a real "breakthrough" (haha, just using some of my psych lingo) and I think our friendship will be alright. We both have a lot of issues to deal with, and it's only now that I get that although we have so much in common (that's partly why we became friends), we also clash too and that's kinda scary. It should be fine though. But then again, I'm not sure of anything anymore. Just one more day....just one more day.........!

Still fucking exhausted from school. Shit, can't hardly wait for SPRING BREAK. So much to do, but of course *school* is important too (I really should punch out anyone who honestly believes that...) Oh well, it's only a few more days, then I can say "Fuck you, I'm on holiday!" Haha. Guess who else is on my fucking hit list? Yeah, you guessed it: Adrian. Apparently he's *mad* at me. For what fucking reason? (Other than he's a spineless pussy who is afraid of standing up to ppl?) I really don't have any FUCKING idea. I haven't even TALKED to him, much less had a CONVERSATION with him in about 2 months, I see him like 2x a week AT THE MOST. What the fuck is his problem this time? I swear the fat fuck is going to get his one day. I only hope I'm there to watch:)

Arggg....I'm so PISSED OFF! Fresh off the weekend and I have so much fucking work to do! Tests, tests, tests, all fucking day long. I hate it. At least now I can sympathesize with Dorinda (lol). I can't wait until spring break when I can RELAX and take a break from all this chaos... BTW, I did end up telling my friends what a piece of shit You-Know-Who is. They totally disregarded me (as usual..) but I don't really give a damn anymore, so screw them. I know I was right about this asshole, cuz I am always right about ppl. I saw this coming from 100 miles away, when no one else could and I can at least revel in that. Just proves to you what kind of person you NEVER fucking mess with.

Ahhh...yes. How sweet it feels to savor the taste of being right. I learned today that a certain teacher (that I especially have a vendetta for) has been (as I so undoubtedly suspected) having an affair with a fellow teaching collegue. What makes this situation even more fucking hilarious is the fact that my idiotic, naiive friends practically worship the ground that he walks on. I laugh at their blindness, their belief in this walking piece of shit that is supposed to fucking educate us, make us become fucking "good citizens". What a total crock of bullshit. It's insane how this teacher thinks he can walk around school like a fucking GOD and think to himself how good he is, how *respected* he is. Denial is pretty powerful, isn't it? I am currently wrestling with the idea of spreading this news to my good, yet oh-so-dense friends. On one hand, if I do choose to reveal this information, I could be irreversibly damaging a person's reputation to a point of total hypocrisy (this teacher calls himself a "Christian". Does fucking around with women other than your wife sound like a very Christian thing to do? Yeah, I didn't think so.) But on the other hand, if I keep quiet and my friends find out later on, I can rub it in their pudgy little faces that I knew about his affair all along, but chose not to tell them, lest I break their tiny, innocent hearts. Decisions, decisions......