"get it out! get it out! get your fucking voice out of my head!" could somebody please, take this fucking winter away? i'd be very grateful, would pay to see some sunshine. every time i think i've balanced the chaos in my life it all strikes back and i just stand there helpless as i watch. no music works.

i've been haunted by 3 songs lately, they are all genius: xiu xiu - "i luv the valley (oh)", norbert kristof- "december", patrick wolf- "bloodbeat". sometimes i feel like i don't need anybody if i only have music. last few days are those kind of days. feels very very good.