no one is here for me, i am there for no one. it kills me inside, tearing me more. i need to find what is so empty. i need her. wherever she may be. i need to be there for her. whoever she may be. id give it all just to have her to go to. this empty gap must be filled. if she is what i think, then she's for me. my love is hate, that died with me.

the shadow u see in the backround, if u notice. the bad man, the sad man, behind blue eyes. the deadman walking. i walk alone with he who walks alone. my past has little traces. i do get attached, so avoid making to many friends. i now who will be a loyal friend. i've been fucked over to many times. i am ___ _______ and _n _e_i_l.