Relapser's Journal

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  • July 10, 2006

    by Relapser on July 10, 2006
    On the morning when I woke up without you for the first time I felt free and I felt lonely and I felt scared And I began to talk to myself almost immediately Not being used to being the only person there The first time I made coffee for just myself, I made too much of it But I drank it all just cause you hate it when I let things go to waste And I wandered through the house like a little boy lost in the fall And an astronaut could've seen the hunger in my eyes from space And I sang Oh, What do I do? What do I do? What do I do? What do I do without you? On the morning when I woke up without you for the first time I was cold so I put on a sweater and I turned up the heat And the walls began to close in and I felt so sad and freightened I practically ran from the living room and into the street And the wind began to blow and the trees began to pant And the world in its cold way started coming alive And I stood there like a buisness man waiting for the train And I got ready for the future to arrive And I sang Oh, What do I do? What do I do? What do I do? What do I do without you? .
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  • May 05, 2006

    by Relapser on May 05, 2006
    you can spend your whole life trying to be the adult you are and you can spend the rest of the time, trying to find the kid you lost...
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  • May 04, 2006

    by Relapser on May 04, 2006
    I'm not sure who I am, but I know who I've been...
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  • May 03, 2006

    by Relapser on May 03, 2006
    It's a Motherfucker Being here without you thinking 'bout the good times thinkin 'bout the bad And I won't ever be the same It's a Motherfucker Getting through a Sunday Talking to the walls just me again But I won't ever be the same I won't ever be the same It's a Motherfucker How much I understand The meaning that you need someone I could take you be the hand And you won't ever be the same You won't ever be the same
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  • April 11, 2006

    by Relapser on April 11, 2006
    sitting in the meeting room trying hard to focus on this latest news they’re so sincere but I don’t care about the numbers this year heart goes numb bank account fills up .
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  • April 06, 2006

    by Relapser on April 06, 2006
    "Well, I'm basically echoing the obvious here, but yeah. You want revenge. You'll have your revenge, and it will be sweet and it will be well deserved. But right now, the only tool you have is emotion, and it's not going to work against either one of them. You could beat the shit out of this guy, and it would feel fantastic, but it would be petty in the long run. You could guilt the hell out of this girl, you could make her sob openly and beg for you back, but again, that's not going to last very long. Calm down. Breathe. This isn't the end of a beautiful love life that ended suddenly, this is the beginning of the rest of your goddam life, and it's only going to get better from here. You're free. Realize that. This girl wanted to marry you, and she's willing to fuck a dipshit guitar teacher behind your back? You dodged a massive fucking bullet, man. The really huge Super Mario kind with the eyes on the side, where you had to run and duck into the little divit to avoid shrinking. You did that. You got into that divit, and you're still super sized, and you can break blocks with your face. Now get out there and step on some fucking turtles."
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  • April 03, 2006

    by Relapser on April 03, 2006
    I didn't go to work for a month I didn't leave my bed for eight days straight I haven't hung out with anyone 'Cause if I did, I'd have nothing to say I didn't feel angry or depressed I didn't feel anything at all I didn't want to go to bed And I didn't want to stay up late When you/re living your life, well, that's the price you pay
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  • Blacklisted With White Lies

    by Relapser on March 27, 2006
    I am so sick of getting these spam emails from Аренда about Сдаем в аренду квартиры в Москве звоните, смотрите и заселяйтесь! How did I ever even end up on a list of people who should be contacted about Сдаем в аренду квартиры в Москве звоните, смотрите и заселяйтесь? Who knows? What a crazy world! But today I seized control back, took the technology by the reins, and put Аренда on my "spammer" list. Better luck next time Аренда! .
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  • March 25, 2006

    by Relapser on March 25, 2006
    "I'm sick of following my dreams. I'm just going to ask them where they're going and hook up with them later." -Mitch Hedberg

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  • The Perils of a Low-Fi Life

    by Relapser on March 22, 2006
    It’s just a slow day Moving into a slow night It doesn’t matter what you do It doesn’t matter what you do
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