this is a reminder of what life means to me..... okay well first off. i believe that we should live life to the fullest ..love completely be kind to yourself and others don't let fear take control of you we should all take chances educate yourself do whatever you want to do with your life'whatever makes you happy whatever you can define as: pure satisfaction have fun love the people around you even though there will be rough times...always see the beauty of the life lessons sometimes there are wake up calls you're always going to care and love? your past boyfriends do what you love doing don't give up listen to music listen to people be good and do good be bad have some courage say what's in your heart anything is possible the truth is we live in a world that we don't understand completly..therefore believe what you want to believe i believe that there is a reason for all of us living..there are mysteries here on earth and in the universe..so whenever you catch your self feeling unsure or stupid about anything that seems unreal..don't. because anything is possible

hey again! I'm 20 now..just turned 20 like two weeks ago. i still can't believe it. i've learned so much in the past 3 years since 17 haha. I've learned that the past makes you stronger..i i've learned that you shouldn't wait for the last minute to do something that you know has to get done!..there's always a time and place for everything...make the best out of every situation...it turns out i am a good person haha...i have a good heart...i have good friends...sometimes there are people that just don't care...you live and learn..you don't really know a person untill uuu really are with them for a while...i am going to go somewhere in life...i am a music wize...i can't spell...people change..they create their own path and they are moving forward to whatever life has to offer for them...we all have choices..we all make mistakes and we should make mistakes...no one is perfect...embrace your weaknesses...i still wish the best for everyone..okay enough of that. i've learned a lot as you can see. so i'm working at a shoe store and i like it there. pretty annoying how ppl (customers) leave shoes all over the place..shows a lot of their home life...i got into a car accident on my 20th bday i was not the driver..i let a fool drive my car. so i guess i was a fool at that moment as well. i start school tomorrow. I'm liking that event. i miss it. i guess that shows me something. it shows me that i have a yearning to learn. plus it's exciting to see new faces. I'm just enjoying life right now. I'm not going through a content time, kind of below that. but it's a phase..i'm usually happy always smiling nice to everyone...the "best of me" song is still on my mind.i believe that fate has everything to do with our lives and the events that occur..signs are everywhere.