I hate being in a relationship that's falling apart. It makes me feel like shit. And I dunno, I really want to be friends and stuff, it's just really awkward when we're hanging around together...mildly frustrating. I might be moving back home after this semester anyways. I really miss my friends and family. I thought I could handle being away, and I can in a sense, but I've been wondering...what the fuck am I doing here? Why am I away from them? They are what keeps me going. I need them. They are my everything.