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  • Konstantine

    by conquer on January 08, 2007
    I can't imagine all the people that you know and the places that you go when the lights are turned down low and I don't understand all the things you've seen but I'm slipping in between you and your big dreams it's always you in my big dreams and you tell me that it's over wake up lying in a patch of four leaf clovers and you're restless, and I'm naked you've gotta get out you can't stand to see me shaking no could you let me go? I didn't think so and you don't wanna be here in the future so you say the present's just a pleasant interruption to the past and you don't wanna look much closer cuz your afraid to find out all this hope you had sent into the sky by now had crashed and it did because of me and then you bring me home afraid to find out that you're alone and I'm sleeping in your living room but we don't have much room to live I had these dreams in them I learned to play guitar maybe cross the country become a rock star and there was hope in me that I could take you there but dammit you're so young well I don't think I care and if I hurt you then I'm sorry please don't think that this was easy then you'd bring me home cuz we both know what it's like to be alone and I'm dreaming in your living room but we don't have much room to live and konstantine is walking down the stairs doesn't she look good standing in her underwear and I was thinking what I was thinking we've been drinking and it doesn't get me anywhere my konstantine came walking down the stairs and all that I could do is touch her long blonde hair and I've been thinking it hurts me thinking that these nights when we were drinking no they never got us anywhere no this is because I can spell konfusion with a k and I can like it it's to dying in another's arms and why I had to try it it's to Jimmy Eat World and those nights in my car when the first star you see may not be a star I'm not your star isn't that what you said what you thought this song meant and if this is what it takes just to lie with my mistakes and live with what I did to you all the hell I put you through I always catch the clock it's 11:11 and now you want to talk it's not hard to dream you'll always be my konstantine my konstantine, they'll never hurt you like I do no they'll never hurt you like I do no, no, no no no no no no this is to a girl who got into my head with all the pretty things she did hey you know you keep me up in bed this is to a girl who got into my head with all these fucked up things I did hey maybe baby you could keep me up in bed my Konstantine you spin around me like a dream we played out on this movie screen and I said did you know I missed you? (x7) I miss you and then you bring me home and we'll go to sleep, but this time, not alone, no no and you'll kiss me in your living room I know you'll miss me in your living room cuz these nights I think maybe that I'll miss you in my living room we don't have much room I said does anybody need that room? because we all need alittle more room to live
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  • blue burns orange

    by conquer on January 07, 2007
    Bleed these colors open wide Burning blues from butterflies (Tonight we, Tonight we fly) Flying faster through the night Until the orange of morning light (Dear black goodbye, Dear black goodbye) I know it's hard to make this work When you're all alone (Alone) And I've been waiting for so long To hold you in my arms Embrace forever my sweet girl Water fills these open eyes (Tonight we fly) Still flames in valentines Won't keep me in her mind (Dear black goodbye, Dear black goodbye) I know it's hard to make this work When you're all alone (Alone) And I've been waiting for so long To hold you in my arms Embrace forever my sweet girl [x2] You are the ghost of everything I'm not And I want be [x2] Dear black goodbye (Goodbye) Don't forget to write Your name inside of my life And I know it's hard to make this work When you're all alone (Alone) I've been waiting for so long To hold you in my arms Embrace forever my sweet girl
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  • understanding in a car crash.

    by conquer on January 07, 2007
    Splintered piece of glass falls in the seat, gets caught Broken windows, open locks, reminders of the youth we lost In trying so hard to look away from you We followed white lines to the sunset Crash my car everday the same way Time to let this pass (The time it takes, the time it takes to let go) Time runs through our veins (Starts and stops and starts and stops again) We dont stand a chance in this threadbare time (The time it takes, the time it takes to let go) Time to let this pass (The time it takes, the time it takes to let go) Staring at the setting sun No reason to come back again The twilight world in blue and white The needle and the damage done I dont want to feel this way forever A dead letter marked, return to sender Broken watch you gave to me turns into a compass Its two hands still point to the same time 12:03, our last goodbye So push the seats back a little further I can see the headlights coming So push the seats back a little further Roll the windows down and take a breath I can see the headlights coming They paint the world in red and broken glass Time to let this pass (The time it takes, the time it takes to let go) Time runs through our veins (Starts and stops and starts and stops again) We dont stand a chance in this threadbare time (The time it takes, the time it takes to let go) Time to let this pass (The time it takes, the time it takes to let go) Staring at the setting sun No reason to come back again The twilight world in blue and white The needle and the damage done I dont want to feel this way forever A red letter marked, return to sender Spinning hubcaps set the tempo for the music of the broken window Cameras on and the cameras click We open up the lens and cant stop Staring at the setting sun No reason to come back again The twilight world in blue and white The needle and the damage done I dont want to feel this way forever The lights are on, and the cameras click We open up the lens (The broken glass) Staring at the setting sun (And its over) No reason to come back again (In a flash) The twilight world in blue and white (Understanding) The needle and the damage done (Ill never understand) I dont want to feel this way forever (Understanding, in a car crash) A red letter marked, return to sender (In a car crash) In a crash (In a crash)
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  • make damn sure.

    by conquer on January 07, 2007
    You've got this new head Filled up with smoke I've got my veins all tangled close To those jukebox bars you frequent They're the safest place to hide A long night spent with your most obvious weaknesses You start shaking at the thought You are everything I want Because you are everything I'm not And we lay, we lay together Just not too close, too close (How close is close enough?) And we lay, we lay together Just not too close, too close (How close is close enough?) I just wanna break you down so badly I trip over everything you say I just wanna break you down so badly In the worst way My inarticulate store bought Hanvgover hobby kit it talks It says 'You, oh, you are so cool' Scissor shaped across the bed You are red, violent red You hollow out my hungry eyes You hollow out my hungry eyes And we lay, we lay together Just not too close, too close (How close is close enough?) And we lay, we lay together Just not too close, too close (How close is close enough?) I just wanna break you down so badly I trip over everything you say I just wanna break you down so badly In the worst way I just wanna break you down so badly I trip over everything you say I just wanna break you down so badly In the worst way I'm gonna make damn sure That you can't ever leave No you won't ever get too far from me You won't ever get too far from me
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  • January 07, 2007

    by conquer on January 07, 2007
    あいしてる。
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