pornpornporn. a thing i have increasingly mixed feelings about. so it turns guys on to watch other people fucking..fair enough. But there is also something blatently incorrect about getting off on someone elses intimacy. I dunno, it freaks me out. The porn industry provides many men and women with seemingly harmless jobs. And i guess the cheesy plotlines help to create distance between watching two ppl fucking irl and two actors fucking on a set. essentially though.. the whole idea of porn still irks me. Maybe if i had a penis it would be different. Maybe its just that the perfect women in these pornos make me feel inadequate in comparrison. i dont know, and maybe i never will but until then i wont be entering/supporting the porno buisness anytime soon. (besides, theres enough middle aged males and preteen virgins to keep it profitable for years to come)

so. everythings over. i have nothing to do.. all day everyday. except sit on my ass and eat and search wikipedia (y) awsm right? wrong. boredom is not ones friend. it makes you turn to bad things to give life some form of substance. which is what i have been doing almost every night this week, and would probably be doing right now if could afford it. Its a sad existance, but at least im not bored. i dont like being bored. hm