I never realized how my own choice of friends could make me as miserable as I am. It seams like all they want to do is make fun of someone as they pass them or demand people to do things they don't want to. Why can't they just leave them alone? They don't have the right to judge them. One day I wish I could just move away and never see most of them againg...but then I realize, thats not going to get me anywhere. Right now my mind is a chattering monkey and there is no one I can turn to for help. My mom and dad wish I left and all my 'friends' are fake and will go around telling everyone about my own problems.