by UsagiChu on 12-30-2004 @ 06:10:42 PM My boyfriend introduced me to YellowCard through Miles Apart. It's our song. Well, a while back, I dumped him to go out with someone in my own state. I thought I had done the right thing. I ended up spending the next 2 months cutting myself and trying to figure out who I was and what the hell I was doing, but most of all, what the hell it was that I wanted. Then I realized I'd had it all along. And for some reason, he took me back. I was listening to this song the other night and thinking about him. I litterally fell to the floor and my mom had to run get my dad so he could make sure I wasn't having a seizure. They thought I was gonna die or something. In truth, I was simply crying so hard I couldn't stand up. I feel like such a horrible person. I really messed up. And I don't see how he found it in himself to forgive me, let alone to take me back. He never let go.......He never gave up on me.....He pulled me out of my depression...Again. Thank you, Chase. I love you.