man i get a kick out of reading the comments to american idiot by gd. the combination of stupidity and intelligence on one page is incredible...

i really love u too. i just can't tell you yet.

ok so im cheatin on my blog.. sorry bout that...its just that my friends read it and i need someplace to vent i don't know what it is.. i have friends, and theyre actually really good. i just don't like hanging out with them almost to the point of avoiding them.. why?? im really not some antisocial person...im pretty sure that is...i don't what it is or how to explain it. im the friend that makes u laugh, keeps the conversation going, the peacemaker, the diplomat.. but like its x-mas break and everybody is back in town, which bothers me... im ignoring phone call after phone call... shouldn't i take advantage of this opportunity and freakin go meet them?? relax for once.. do something different since many of them are comin from out of town. what is it that is preventing me from picking up the phone?? i really don't wan to hurt their feelings. WHY DO I NOT WANT TO HANG OUT W/ THE PPL I SUPPOSEDLY TRUST THE MOST AND FEEL THE MOST COMFORTABLY AROUND?? i don't know.. i guess im just a shitty friend.

um weird but nice to have. thanks songmeanings peeps.. but ill just stick w/ my other blog for my constant bitching cuz im a lazy piece of pooh. sincere thanks anyhowz