"cupid, doesnt lie" hmmm where was this from oh yes... Cupid by 112!! sigh... so lonely. well not literaly, i mean its just almost everyone i know who's my age or younger had someone to spend valentines with. my valentine was quite boring. tho' i got flowers from my friends. i love my them so much!! i dont wanna rush about having a BF... it wud be meaningless if i had just because everyone else did. still, i am PATIENTLY waiting for him. by him i mean *ahem-ahem*

been looking back at life and all the things that has happened. no matter how sad some memories were, im glad it happened!! i'd be no where without it. eventhough it meant losing contact of my good friends and actually losing someone permanently. i miss you and love you forever Daddy!! here's part of a song[Everywhere by Michelle Branch] for you: i recognize the way you make me feel it's hard to think that you might not be real i sense it now, the water's getting deep i try to wash the pain away from me

so someone did holla at me. aww, i feel so loved. wow, i'm keep finding more interesting songs from my friend Kriselda. we practically have same taste in music and books. no wonder she was the 3rd in my list of best friends for the schools Matchmaker. im a current fan [current, not #1] of Keane!! i heard'em play for SNL and i loved it. heard his songs before just that i never knew he sung it. im not even sure if it's a "he" or "they". sayonara for now.