Going Crazy by Natalie Ever since the day you went away and left me lonely and cold My life just hasn't been the same oh baby, no When I looked into your eyes the moment that I let you go I just broke down (down) Baby if I ever get the chance to be with you again I would sacrifice Cuz the feeling that I feel within No other man would ever make me feel so right Its nice to smile when I get your phone call at night But I'd rather have you here with me, right next to me I miss the way you hold me tight I gotta let you know I feel so weak without your touch I never thought that I could ever love a man so much I gotta let you know I think that we are destiny For you I'd cross the world, for you I'd do anything [Chorus 2x] Thats right baby I'm going crazy I need to be your lady I've been thinking lately That you and me, yes we can make it Just ride with me, roll with me I'm in love with you baby Break it down now I'll tell you what I feel From the moment that I met you its been so damn real My heart seems to skip another beat Every time we speak, I can't believe I feel so weak Tell me that you really need me and you want me and you miss me And you love me I'm your lady I'll be around waiting for you I'll put it down be the woman for you I'm falling so deep for you crazy over for you I`m calling, calling out to you what am I going to do? It's true and no fronting Its you and no other i can no longer go on without you I'll just break down (down) [Bridge] I gotta let you know I feel so weak without your touch I never thought that I could ever love a man so much I gotta let you know I think that we are destiny For you I'd cross the world, for you I'd do anything [Chorus 2x] Thats right baby I'm going crazy I need to be your lady I've been thinking lately That you and me, yes we can make it Just ride with me, roll with me I'm in love with you baby Oh, oh.... Crazy... lady..... lately.... Oh oh..... Oh oh oh Baby...

from Happy Together [or So Happy Together] by Turtle: me and you and you and me no matter how they tossed the dice it had to be ive heard this song on many different tv episodes. its actually nice. but whats nicer is i got a pair of Phat Farms for only $28. crazy neh?? it was really cheap for some reason. man im such a traitor to my own words. i useta say that i hate Phat Farms and Baby Phat a lot coz lots of ppl have them and it get so annoying. i also bought a stuff toy from Build-A-Bear Workshop. i got a huskie and named it Sapphire, coz the eyes of the huskie were bright blue. i saw Ronnie at McDonalds in the mall with Eric and some guy that i didnt bother recognizing.

ok so there was one time where Ronnie and i were on the same volleyball team. he said i was "like a pro". my over-hand serve was getting better indeed. the trick is actually to hit the right spot, have your fingers together and be sure your palm is stretching out. kinda like the way u'd slap some on the face... more force with the fingers together. all my over-hand serves got in and most of the times the other team can't hit back at our side. hate to admit it but guys are truly better than girls at volleyball. Ronnie's over-hand serve is quite radd, and weird. he serves facing sideways but hitting the ball forward and he stands at the very corner of the court. kinda odd but it actually works. its pretty hard to catch the ball when he serves it. im glad he's on my team coz we actually won practically every game except one which was like a tie.

this one is for Ronnie. it's Alicia Keys' "If I Aint Got You": Some just want everything But everything means nothing If I ain't got you Hand me the world on a silver platter And what good would it be with no one to share, with no one who truly cares for me sigh. i love this song it's one of my all time favorite. that one was for you Ronnie. damn, why did you have to be cute?? lol!! anywho on another topic my mom is so friggin hillarious. she's gets celeb's names messed up with her accent. when she say's J-Lo, she says Jello. when she say's Avril Lavigne she accidentally calls her Advil Lavigne. lol, i can make a list of this stuff but i just cant stop laughing so i'll stop now. sometimes she get the names wrong like she thought Aaliyah was Ashanti and then me and siblings would laugh so hard. when my mom get the name right, we clap our hands and celebrate like crazy!! lol, yepp that's my mom. i love her sooooo much!!

"i am lost w/o u" "u cud be my someone" my 2 favorite lines in Puddle of Mudd's Blurry!! well not much going with my life. everything is same ole. so boring, eh?? im just cllecting smoe quotes from just about anything, quotes from songs, tv, movie, etc. i mostly got lots from the Simpsons. here's a long one: "Dear Lord, the gods have been good to me. For the first time in my life, everything is absolutely perfect just the way it is. So here's the deal, you freeze everything the way it is and I won't ask for anything more. If thats OK, please give me absolutely no sign. [wait a few secs] OK... deal! In gratitude, I present you with this offering of cookies and milk. If you want me to eat them for you, give me no sign. Thy will be done!" lol, that was extremely hillarious. well gotta vamouse [however you spell it] now!! damn, so full!! fudge, cant move... hmmmm fudge!! lol!!

why do i even keep his name a secret?? its not like anyone here knows who i really am. might as well tell who he is. his name is Ronnie and he's so nice!! he's always been nice to me ever since we first met, which is in gr. 8. i didnt like him then but since gr. 9 i do. altho it was kinda off and on. there are times where i feel like were just budz and times where i wish were together. well im not exactly sure if he's still going out with Jessica. if they are then they are and if they're not then they're not. either way, he's still cute and very nice to be with. why did he have to be so damn cute and nice. sigh, i miss dancing with him. he was my dance partner for our sort of Renaisance fair in gr. 8. this year for PE he sometimes is my partner. he kept saying im so nervous and i kept saying coz the teacher is marking us. ladies, we all know its a lie... being with him makes me nervous especially if were waltzing. sigh, it was funny actually we were so far away from our original spot. infact he taught me how to waltz, i didnt get it at first. im glad he was my partner.

"cupid, doesnt lie" hmmm where was this from oh yes... Cupid by 112!! sigh... so lonely. well not literaly, i mean its just almost everyone i know who's my age or younger had someone to spend valentines with. my valentine was quite boring. tho' i got flowers from my friends. i love my them so much!! i dont wanna rush about having a BF... it wud be meaningless if i had just because everyone else did. still, i am PATIENTLY waiting for him. by him i mean *ahem-ahem*

been looking back at life and all the things that has happened. no matter how sad some memories were, im glad it happened!! i'd be no where without it. eventhough it meant losing contact of my good friends and actually losing someone permanently. i miss you and love you forever Daddy!! here's part of a song[Everywhere by Michelle Branch] for you: i recognize the way you make me feel it's hard to think that you might not be real i sense it now, the water's getting deep i try to wash the pain away from me

so someone did holla at me. aww, i feel so loved. wow, i'm keep finding more interesting songs from my friend Kriselda. we practically have same taste in music and books. no wonder she was the 3rd in my list of best friends for the schools Matchmaker. im a current fan [current, not #1] of Keane!! i heard'em play for SNL and i loved it. heard his songs before just that i never knew he sung it. im not even sure if it's a "he" or "they". sayonara for now.

dayumms keep forgetting to update. well lately im into eminem's new hits. seems mature-er-sh!! i love "just lose it". also im startin to like old[not to old] hits too, like 90's. well holla at me if u shud.