I hope my short stupid email doesn't make things worse, make you hurt worse. I just wanted to let you know I was thinking of you - that i hadn't forgot you that I was leaving not looking back just running 'cause running is what I do best. really.

Going to title my entries by the current song title/artist. Secretly joined sounding_off though all I did was spell Jaculi backwards (ilucaj) and signed up. Asked about posting material and found out the website is moving - which is currently under my hexadrome domain. The vise clenched around my chest one more step further apart.

Yet another day in paradise. It has been over a week and I have yet to make a move or hear from you. Knowing that if I did call or write or txt you would be a mistake and make matters only worse. So I am goign to let it out here and maybe one day you will read this..

This really work??