It's so hard to be a teenager. That is so freaking cliched, but SO true. You know? I'm on the verge of an emotional (and academic) breakdown. Something's going on...i'm quite literally losing all my friends and trading them in for people that share my interests (mainly: art.) It's crazy. There's so much more diversity in my life than there was in middle school; i'm so much more responsible for myself, i'm in an actual relationship, I get pissed off a LOT faster...But I can control myself more, now. Just...I wish that I could escape for awhile. "I'm drunk on your kiss, for another night in a row, this is becoming too routine for me, but I didn't mean to lead you on..."

My mounting desire to be understood Might finally be fulfilled. Here's hoping....