mmm if shelby is gay what is with alex picking to be good friends i dooooo wonder maybe he does like guys it really shouldnt matter june will be over july will pass and then i'll probably never see him again but maybe i wanna cuddle with someone now yeah sure do

why am i killing myself over him i want alex i want alexalexalexalex to be with him "i miss being friends with you" "im sorry i ruined our friendship" "do you want to talk again?" "promise to meet me again. really promise? really really?"

why why why why dont i miss you a lot foreverrr? it is a different story when i see him on crush no obession lustl stst he is there and i almost anticipate some conversation i want him to talk to me but what is it for