fucking horrible days. i wish anyone would be there for me. aahh. i do have them i guess i want a relationship i want someone to hold and care to care for and everything such an idealist i'll be alone for the rest of my life

this weekend this week this month has been crap tonight made all the difference mike talking to me. we're friends. shelby doesn't hate me. it opens up possibilities

it's my birthday 5 minutes in 3 people say happy birthday already why do i feel so alone? and rejected?

wtfff, We do not get along. and we met in 5th grade. you didn't use the proper "too." gay pride is the dumbest thing ever. wanting a boyfriend is lame. subjecting your body to willingness is dumb. goodness there's so much i could say i don't like about you. whatever. why am i writing this? because i'm happy you don't hate me ^_^