1. It's my dream to find someone and be able to sing this song and have it all be true. 2. No clue. 3. My second romantic dream. The words are so poetic. I fucking love it. 4. It's a catchy bit. 5. My depression song. I fucking care for my friends, I don't care if I'm messed up. 6. The last line is the best line. of any song. ever. 7. The melody is perfect. The words are haunting and gorgeous. 8. It's really good for a bright day to bring your mood up. 9. With a thousand kisses.... The melody is quite catchy. 10. I don't like it anymore.

Argh. It keeps happening. I'm so fucking selfish. I'm so self rightious. it will be the fucking end of everything.

Censorship, here I come!

The one thing in a long time I went against my inhibitions.It made me proud of myself. It made me so happy. It ends because my closest friend is selfish. It's going away. I don't want it to....How can I stop it? I don't want him gone from my life. I don't want him erased.

I'm infinately pissed off at Jessica. She told Mike about everything. Great trust. fuck you jessica.

I can't say anything anymore. I won't. I'll just be fucking fake like everyone.

iwanttometsomeoneselflessaroundher.

I WANT TO STOP. i don't want to keep living a dream. anything I do, I am thinking about what could be. I can't stop. I want to. my daydreams never become reality. this is not amelie. only 2 scenes are mine a disappointment in the self and daydreaming about things that could've been. why can't I stop? I need help. where is jessica or i could ask michelle i need to go to linden oaks. at least there they might help. fuckkkk it all

I want a boyfriend. that wasn't so hard.