sometimes life just feels grey. No color, nothing horribly wrong but nothing remotely good either, just grey. speaking of remotely.......Remote controlls kinda remind me of worries in everyday life, especially when the "grey" feeling comes around. i know that doesn't seem like it makes sense but when you think about it, it might. See a lost remote or a remote with dead batteries is just a minor inconvenience that nine times out of ten we ignore and just do everything manually but when added to a long list of "remotes" it seems so much worse than it really is. Even if there is an obvious solution like looking for it or sticking batteries in it, we often overlook solutions because of frustration and just sit there watching something we really dont want to. Just like in life sometimes there are obvious solutions to problems but we just sit there in frustration and feel a way we really don't want to. Don't let the little problems dictate life because it could always be worse.

one hour out of one day of my life. that is class. so why should i be there? oh i know, so i can hear what my proffessor, who is a man just like me thinks is the truth? 9 times out of ten i dont agree with the person "in power" but as a student im in a position where i cant say what i really want to and i hate that. yeah class is cool sometimes but i just dont think its for me all the time. education in this country is an endless self deficating cycle. you cant be successfull if you dont go, yet you cant be successful once youre out because of the mounds of debt you accumulate from it. some people cant even get to it because they dont have the resources so theyre screwed for life. education is all about keeping people in thier place. ok really the reason i dont go to class is i just dont like it and usually im too hung over or tired or lazy to even get there. besides, soon ill be important rich and famous and i wont have to worry about it. then, ill educate other people on self education, meaning people should be more concious of learning things for themselves instead of being told what to think and believe.

this is my first journal entry.......hi.....anyway this website is great for me because i am just getting into songwriting and i love seeing what other people think artists are trying to say. hopefully i can expand my own writing abilities by osmosis, maybe not. oh well here goes