Song: Dating Delilah - Sleeping With The Enemy. Mood: Unsure. Great. I found out things I knew I should have never found out. But I guess, it's good so I can be aware and not fall down and feel stupid as well. I just feel betrayed. How could you? How could you ever? I guess curiousity gets the best of us sometimes. I'll just stand by and see if you overcome this. I don't like the fact you lied to me, there must be something you must be hiding. But I shouldn't say anything, I should just let it go and let it flow. I feel like I'm going out of my mind. Ugh, what love does to you. But I'm falling out.. . soon enough.

Song: American Football - Never Meant Mood: Blank. So.. I guess it's really over. What can I do? What can I say? Nothing. I think I've given up. I'm not even trying to fight it anymore. Closure... should I give it to her? Right now, I just want to leave it as is-- just over. I don't want to talk about it, I don't want any explaination or reason-- I just want it over. It's best for both of us anyway. I don't know, she's coming back in a week... *sigh*