so, on friday i was sitting with my good friend annese outside in the school parking lot, smoking cigarettes and talking. we've been joking around for a while about hooking up, and i'd thought about it seriously, but never considered that she might not be joking. until she told me. so now we're giving us a shot. i know i like her, i know she's my type, but i also know im not a lesbian. or maybe this is just the time in my life when i'm supposed to figure this out. or maybe i'm so fed up with guys that i just need a change, a break from all that drama. i cant see her as bringing a lot of problems. shes had both girlfriends and boyfriends before, so shes been through this, but i havent, and she told me any time i was weirded out or had changed my mind to let her know. so i dont feel like anything could be permanently damaged, because i know that if things dont work out, well still be good friends. so, here we go....