Today has sucked for me for almost an entire year. I mean c'mon a year ago on june 25th 2004 i was released from jail where i spent about 9 months without work release. It was the most terrible time of my life up to that point... looking back i think that those 9 months were better for me than the 13 following months... all this bullshit out here is just taking its toll... the fucked up thing is im suppose to be in jail right now. i have felony warrants out for my arrest for failure to report to jail. I had a fucking 50 day sentance to serve and they let me have a month to report to jail but my dumbass didnt... i think that doing that 9 months inside jail in a structured day made me in a sense institutionalized. Its like i didnt mind the fact that i knew exactly what i was going to do day in day out, the same damn thing... the only thing different was some of the faces going in and going out and coming back again