"We promise each other it's til the end .... Maybe you were all faster than me We gave each other up so easily These silly little wounds will never mend I feel so far from where I've been So I go, and I will not be back here again I'm gone as the day is fading on white houses I lie, put my injuries all in the dust In my heart is the five of us In white houses" White Houses by Vanessa Carlton EXACTLY how i am feeling about alex, anna, robert, jaci & me. i love it when lyrics say what i'm going through.