Well, a milestone in my life has officially been passed. I kissed somebody tonight. I went to a friend's party tonight, and there was this guy there who I'd seen in the halls but never really talked to. His name is Brett, and what struck me at first was how beautiful he was! Seriously. He's goregous. Then we started talking. The guy is sweet and caring and just plain nice. Then, we decide to play some stupid games like "spin the bottle" and stuff, with a couple of variations, like kissing on the neck and stuff...embarrassing, I know. Anyways, the bottle pointed to me, and Brett had spun it, so we kissed. This happened twice more, and I'm glad it did. I think I might really like this guy. I hope it eventually works out. Well, I'm wishing myself luck with Brett, here. Livvy_depp out.

Well, today wasn't the greatest day. Firstly, school is much to fast-paced and impersonal. I hate it. Therefore I'm going to stop talking about it. It's much too depressing. Okay. I'm going to use this entry as a personal shout-out to a friend. Hey Dawn!! Hopefully you found the site okay and were able to find this journal entry all right as well. I hope you've enjoyed it so far. Anyways, I was reading a little about Johnny Depp last night (what else is new) and I read an interview with his girlfriend of six years, Vanessa Paradis. (She's on this site, by the way) It just talked about how much she loved him and stuff and how he-and her kids-are the most important things in her life. On the one hand, this made me feel all warm and fuzzy because it's good to know that Johnny is well taken care of, even if it isn't by me. But on the other hand, it kind of pissed me off because I'm so jealous of her. She's beautiful, she has a successful career, and she's Johnny Depp's girlfriend? Why do some girls get all the luck, while others (like me) have never even met the guy, never mind kissed him. I have the utmost respect for Vanessa, not to mislead anyone, but that doesn't stop me from wishing that I was in her position. The thing that pissed me off most was that she gets to wear his sweaters!!! (Just joking, although, I wish I could wear his sweaters. Boy, do I wish that.) Anyways, thanks for giving me a chance to vent about that. Bye for now.

Okay. I just joined this site about five minutes ago and I'm already enjoying myself immensely. I am a 12-year-old who can't get enough of dead guys and off-kilter celebrities. I've commented on quite a few Queen songs, and I'm glad I can voice my opinions about those songs somewhere. Ever since my dad let me borrow his "Queen:Greatest Hits" CD last year, I've been totally obsessed, especially with Freddy. He was so flamboyant and offbeat and odd, but I'm totally in love with him and his music. He was a genius up until the day that he said goodbye to our world and went to make his music elsewhere-somewhere better, I hope. His music had a beauty and a soul and a life that I've never been able to find in another band, another artist. And I'm so grateful to him for bringing that into his music, and into my life. I seem to have an affinity for oddballs. Consider: Johnny Depp. I AM SO OBSESSED! Again, he brings a reality to what he does that I've never found elsewhere. He's so beautiful. I just can't understand how a regular human being can bring as much joy to me as he does. He's inspired me, angered me, and moved me to tears all in about five minutes. That's how much power he has...for me anyway. He's just such a genuine person, and he has a wisdom and a kind of perverse intellingence and savoir faire that you don't come across very often. Anyways, I'm going to be writing in this journal a LOT more. I've just poured out my feelings and man, I feel like a huge weight's been lifted off my chest. I LOVE THIS SITE!!!!