And they see inside. And they barely breathe. And the sun will rise. And they'll come to see. And they seem to show. Would you rather leave? With your soul beside. Will you barely breathe? Where were you in mind, where? Who are they coming for? Were they down with me? And you take a strike. Soon the sun will free. Send the life away. Come to wake the dead. On the single road. Keep your life the same. Where were you in mind, where? This will be the last entry in my journal. I hope you all enjoyed my ranting and raving bullshit. Goodnight, goodbye, I love you.

Lets be selfish tonight. May I call you mine? I'd like to be yours. Songs play softly as I fall asleep in your arms. Our bodies are meant to fit together like two puzzle pieces. We breathe at the same pace. As the sun creeps through the shades my eyes creep open, looking at you. Waking up to you is the sweetest thing. I'll be glowing for a while. Lets be selfish today. Lets be selfish until our passion runs dry. Lets be selfish until the end of time.

It's 7am. I can tell by the air. Laying there listening to the ocean crashing gives me a reason to wake up every morning. I've never felt so secure with the windows open. The same bird comes to greet me every morning. I think it's because I leave strawberries out on the porch. I can shower with the doors open, walk around naked until I feel like putting on some clothes. No one needs shoes here. I walk on the sand and lay in the sun. The seals and otters are swimming with their babies. Makes me miss my family. My mom and I talk 3 times a day. It's as essential as every meal. Nothing matters here. Life is the only thing that exists. I think about living and how much I love it. I think about how I just lied to myself by saying that. I'm depressed, but does that mean I'm not happy. It is a question that I can't answer and never will. I'm learning to be content with being. As the moon's light takes over where the sun left off, I'll sleep only to wake to another day in my short life.