Please god bury me under a blanket of clouds. I'm so sorry.

I've decided to get away for the weekend. Should be nice. I won't have to confront my past. I won't have to confront a damn thing. I'll just have some good ol' college fun. Geneseo here I come!

Wow. I've had quite the weekend. I don't think I stopped until today. It's nice because I hung out with old friends. Saw a movie. Man, I haven't been to the movies in months. My morale is definately lifted. Hopefully the week won't rain on my parade.

My country is doomed.

Tonight was spent mostly to myself. Not by choice unfortunately. I'm beginning to loose trust in people I wish I could rely on. They don't seem to care as much as I care for them. Story of my life. Oh well. At least there's Hannah. She rescued me for about an hour. Now I'm home, writing this thing that no one reads except me. Hopefully tomorrow I will have more human contact.