today was fucked i got forced to go to some atheletics carnival to cheer on people i wouldnt even want to talk to let alone be near them. I couldn't find my friends half the day, so i sat by myself until i got told off from the teachers for not participating and then managed to find my friends in the back corner of the stands. Then some guy tried to feel me and i couldnt really hit him or anything cause the teachers would see. And after that im walking home and i see my sister walk past and she fucking ignores me and so i was stuck home all alone and still am. Fuck life i know i dont have it anywhere nears as bad as some people, but im definately sick of it. One day it might get better but ive already waited 3 years and its only getting worse. So much for the best days of our lives, theyre ruined by captivaty and depression, school work and social status, life and death