i love you

you are like a pill i need i cannot do without you i would worry i would be restless unsettled anxious i hate it it is not pretty to be like this it is not nice i yearn for you all the time i think about you when i am awake and when i sleep i dream of you you are a pill i need constantly you are a pill the pill

they keep saying it and i want it to happen but i dont want to jinx it oh god, can they see im lying? can they see im just faking? can youuu see im lying, see im faking? i thought by now youd be running away sick of me tired of me but youre still here but am i thinking too much? analysing too much? but why are you still here? why are you still singing the same song?

i die when i see her name i die when you say her name i die when shes near i die when youre not here i die when you dont call me i die when i dont know where you are i die i die i die i lied when i should have kissed you

so i yearn to just be with you and yeah, i just want to see your name flashing on my cell phone and well, nothing more than just to hear your voice how not to give everything? how to spare something for me? when all i want, when all i want is everything in you. everything of you. everything thats just you.

who do you think about? sing about? smile to? sleep to? i have feeling its... her. i dont know for sure. i am so afraid. so afraid. i cannot lose you. but i might lose you. i might. and i dont want to.

i would be so high from just waiting, just hoping, just wishing but there would be a point where gravity takes back on me where ill fall so fast i cant see whats around me i forget what was behind me, above me you are concrete memory you are forever embedded but i am only shadow only air in the wind where am i? anywhere but there, right there in you

i think about you constantly i think about you all the time i love the warmth of your skin the softness of it i love the way you lean onto me i love the way you say my name i love the way you smile and laugh the way you always hate your hair i love it when your hand brushes against mine i love the sound of your voice i love waking up to it i love seeing you sleep i love it when you ask something, anything i love you but do you?