So once again life returns to its nomal state and once again I am lost in the backround of a so called "friendship". Lost amongst the laughter and the brunt of thier "Harmless" jokes. Although I am not as thin nor as pretty and I do not have a rich daddy, I smile knowing my heart far exceeds any money or beauty they posse.

Life has been put on hold For another quiet year Let the leaves of autumn cover up our fears. Our dismay will dwindle through the bare branches of the trees that are slowly dying waiting for a new commencement. As the cold air stings, we wait until the season seems right. We've oversome the defiant obstacle that kept a bottomless boundary But when the gray depression has left the skies and the flowers bloom, bringing essence to the lifeless land surrounding us. We'll find a new reason for a life that almost seemed incurable

I watch my breath linger in the air As i count the birds on th telephone wire They're tring ot find a warm place Just as I am after you left me out in the cold The warmth I've found is only in my tears That I cannot cease from rolling down my cheeks The memories I've visited far to many times are killing me inside. But I'll lay a flower on the grave we dug for ourselves I'll weep and hope you feel the same sting of cold are against your body while you lay next to someone new I'll bury you deep within my heart and in my mind But the words you spoke were haunting and cannot be erased from my memory. You told me i was good for you and I was everthing you needed, your life was perfect now, but now that it's over my life is good.