Today suuuuccccckkssss!!!!! I have such a hangover. Last night consisted of work from 3-11, which really sucked, and then going out and getting wasted. I was invited over to one of my friends house to you know have a couple of drinks and a good time. Last time I went to this paticular friends house and had, supposively a couple of drinks, I went out of control and had a bit too much. I was having second thoughts about going over there, but I figured I have been up tight for the past couple of months, because of a certain person, I needed to go out and have some fun, plus it's spring break. Well at first I just had one jello shot, it was good so I had another. In the end I had about five. Vodka is not a very good friend of mine and it usually makes me sick, but I was ok last night. I then proceeded to some mixed drinks, I had no idea what was in them. I ended up passing out at around 4:30, sleeping on top of my friend and another person, we were totally wasted. I will never fall asleep on top of some else again my neck hurt sooo baaaddd!!! I woke up at around one o'clock today and drove home. I still have a slight buzz, but the headache is kinda killin it. More good news last night on me transferring stores. Ends up one of my assistant managers, who is a great friend, will be joining me woooh whooo!!!! And also one of my supervisors. ahahhhhhhhh headache!!! At least I haven't thrown up. That's the worst when you start throwing up and you throw up like every ten minutes exactly and you don't stop for like three hours until your stomach is empty. blah. Well I feel like I'm going to die, so I'll talk later.

Today was a pretty easy going day. I went and checked out the new store that I will be working at as a supervisor, it looks great. It will be an extra 15 minute drive but it definetely will be worth it. I was just watching MuchMusic. They went to New Orleans and had an interview with Anne Rice. Her house is awesome. They also had Trent Reznor on. I have never really listened to Nine Inch Nails, but I think I may try it. I use to say Tool sucked, but now I love them, it's weird my taste in music changes so much. I decided to stay home tonight. It's weird some nights I can't stand to be alone at my house. I don't like being alone, I feel like I've been alone for most of my life. My parents aren't really the greatest and they never paid much attention to me. But tonight was ok. I've been tired of working and staying home was a change of pace. Tomorrow night I'll most definetely go out with one of my friends. Probaly to the mall or for dinner. I don't know I guess my life is kinda boring, but yet I think other people's lives are exciting, but they say no their life is more boring than mine. Whatever. I think everybody is lonely and people need to be with others to keep sane. I need to work on my website, it really sucks. I just get so frustrated using PageMaker. I think I'm just going to throw out that version and make a whole new page just using HTML, I can definetely make it look better with HTML and Java. I need to go to the mall and buy some new earings and buy the Queen of the Damned soundtrack. Spring break is great so far. I don't have to wake up at 7:00am tomorrow. wooooh whooooo!!!!! Disturbed Kicks Ass!!!!!!!

I also wanted to say this: God Bless you Mark It's been four months since you left us and we all miss you so much. Until we're together again, Love, Jes

I am soooo tired of dealing with everything. Spring break is this week, ahhh relaxation. Today at work I finally got to confirmation that I will be promoted to a supervisor and transferred to a different store. yea. I will never have to see my ex-friend again. It's sad though because I now have to leave all my other friends that I love, but I just can't deal with this situation any longer. I've got my day planned out for tomorrow. I'm going to sleep in until noon than get up take a shower and go to the bank. Then I shall pick up some food at this new Chinese restaurant that I've been wanting to try out for a while. Then later on tomorrow night I'll go see a movie with one of my friends. Don't know what I'll see, perhaps 40 days 40 nights, or The Time Machine. Also, sometime this week I would like to clean my room it is horrible. Worked sucked tonight, I was stuck on register, and it was me and an assistant manager. We both frantically tried to hurry up and check people out. We got backed up a couple of times, but it was cool. I'm tired so I'm going to check out a few more things and then go to bed.

Made a boo boo I meant Jimmy Fallon is soooo cute not Chris Kattan, he's not so cute.

Chris Kattan is soooo cute. I love him when he does the Weekend news update. Right now he's trying to be Carson Daily. Work again sucked today. I sooooo need a day off. Next weeks spiring break, so I'll be off all day Monday and Tuesday, work Wednesday night and have Thursday and Friday off. Yea!!!!! My new favorite song is Fear by Disturbed. I really like this CD I wish I would of discovered it sooner. Well going to finish up SNL and go to sleep.

Chris Kattan is soooo cute. I love him when he does the Weekend news update. Right now he's trying to be Carson Daily. Work again sucked today. I sooooo need a day off. Next weeks spiring break, so I'll be off all day Monday and Tuesday, work Wednesday night and have Thursday and Friday off. Yea!!!!! My new favorite song is Fear by Disturbed. I really like this CD I wish I would of discovered it sooner. Well going to finish up SNL and go to sleep.

Blah.... I had to work last night and I was so tired I went straight to bed. Worked sucked last night. That certain person I'm having a disagreement with made it hell. First of all, I had to put away alot of merchandise in the back room which included moving about 15 boxes of Gain laundry detergent, they were the big 200oz. After straining myself and working up a good sweat, I then had to go to lunch. Lunch was good I went to Steak n Shake and got a vanilla milkshake and french fries(healthy meal). I then returned to work and returned to pulling the promo for next week. I then was called to the photo lab to develop about six rolls of film. I was doing ok, that certain person was doing the trash and cleaning the bathrooms. It was difficult doing all those films and trying to explain to people to check out in the photo lab not at the front. The line backed up a couple of times, with at least nine people in line at once. When I noticed that certain person was done with the bathrooms, I thought great some relief. I then received about five more rolls of film, and a difficult customer that was not satisfied with her pictrures. Well that certain person did not go to the front to watch the registers, instead she went off and did her own thing. I was mad and my supervisor was mad. I finally paged he to the front a couple of times and she finally got the idea , DUH! watch the front. After finishing the rolls of film I went to the backroom to clean up what I was working on, I didn't get done because of lack of help, I know my manager is going to bitch to me about it today. Anyways I went to go get my milkshake that I left in the backroom and found that the certain person had thrown it away. I had never been so mad in my life. I was so mad I quickly cleaned up my mess and left a list of things to do for the overnight. Then I went into the office and sat there because I was tired and just talked to my supervisor, whom is one of my closests friends. It's weird I've worked at the same job as her, I have worked just as hard as her, I know just as much if not more than she does, and I am older and definetely more mature than her, but yet she got promoted. As I have said before I hate the system. Oh well, I'll be transferring stores in about a month and then I'll be promoted to supervisor and be paid more money, yea! I've got to work again tonight blah, it really sucks, it's just me and two supervisors so I'll have to run the registers, I hate dealing with people.

School suuuuuucccckkksss!!!!! I have a 7:00 class tonight that lasts until 9:45, I am so not going. I am totally drained. Everyday this week I either had to go to work or to school. I have to work tomorrow night, when I'm really not suppose to but I was asked to cover for a supervisor. I want one night off. My server is doing something--no images on any page will show. what the fuck. And this site is slower than usual, what the fuck is going on. Life sucks. On the way to class this afternoon I was almost in a serious accident. I was getting on the interstate, I was in my lane, when suddenly this asshole in a Talon came over in my lane, thank goodness I was paying attention and pulled over to the side of the on ramp. I didn't honk my horn, nor did I get angry. I really didn't start thinking about it for awhile, but we were both going about 60 and if we had of collided I definetely would serious be hurt or killed. Freaky huh? I don't know, ever since I've been having this fight with my friend, life just doens't seem to be as grand as it was when we were friends. I'm bored out of my mind, I have no one to hang out with or to talk on the phone with, except for this new friend I have, but she's only 16. A pain in the ass we went to see Queen of the Damned on Saturday night and they wouldn't let me buy her ticket. What the fuck. So I had to go see Queen of the Damned by myself because all of my other friends were either in class or at work. That's how bad I wanted to see the movie. Plus Robert Townsend looks really good in this movie. I can't seem to go to any of the lyrics pages--my server keeps messing up. Oh well, I'll try later.

Worked sucked last night. It was truck day and I had to put up a ton of merchandise--I worked really hard and fast. I didn't get done with the truck and my assistant manager complained to me about not getting it done. There were only like 12 totes left out of what started as over 50 and having only 3 people working on it all night--he still got onto me about it. oh well screw him. I just got back from my 8am class. School sucks--I'm just learning everything over again that i learned in high school. The whole system sucks. Other than my manager bitchin to me last night wasn't too bad. A certain person that I am not talking to right now, didn't seem to get an attitude or be rude to me at all last night. I'm glad, hopefully she will be more mature about the whole situation that she created in the first place. I want to buy the Queen of the Damned soundtrack. First I'll have to see what songs are on it. If most of the ones that were in the movie are on it I will most definetely buy it. That was awesome when they played Disturbed -Down With The Sickness-I was totally jamming out to it, really making a fool of myself, oh well, screw them all. I am sooo tired. I'm going to take a nap.