ever think than you favorite song is one that the artist hated? I heard some where than pete townsend hated pinball wizard.....Mabye true. I havn't read this "journal" for like 2 years, and i can only laugh at what i wrote before, but I don't think i will delete it. I throw away any keepsakes as soon as i get them. hell, I am trying to live out the back of a 67 mustang coup....what the hell do i need a high school year book for? Fuck it, i am a drunk. to gell with this.

I am going to post a poem i wrote. It probobly sucks Do you think bombs do that much good? They make pretty fireworks, sure But are they good? They can makes us feel better, Like T.V. or tea But I bet the last one is the best We kill people we never see. Is that a good thing? You tell me.

Hmmm. I am not perfectly sure what this is, so hell, It is what i want it to be. I shall be known as "e." It can stand for anything you want. Eben, Elliot, Evil, Emo, Ever, End, or ever billy. Doesn't matter to me. At the present I am into emo. But not frilly sissy emo. I am into ScrEMO, if you will. Thursday is my favorite band right now. But Hot water music is my all time favorite band. Why the hell did i write that? Who cares? I am done. That just killed and ideas i might have had. damn.....