So we had our departmental at Zion on Thursday...I walked over with Brittany, Corey, Jess, and Teresa because the first 3 didn't know where the church was. So Corey talked continuously, like she always does and I kept kicking myself and telling myself I was stupid. Brittany chimed in and said "you must've done something really bad if God is punishing you like this" and I was like "uhhh...yeah." ARG! STUPID AUDRA AND TELLING BRITTANY SHIT...and stupid brittany for saying something like that. that's BULL SHIT. what did I do that was so bad? all I did was tell the TRUTH! so ha...F*** YOU AUDRA! YOU'RE THE ONE WHO DID SOMETHING WRONG!!!!

Sooo...the other night bobby and I were at bernie's and we were messin' around and stuff and well...after a while, things got really hot and heavy...but we didn't actually have sex...we can't. I'm just toooooo afraid of something happening Anyway, after that we were cuddling and stuff and I finally told him how I feel about him. I whispered "I Love You" in his ear and he said "I Love You Too." I was worried I would scare him, but I guess I didn't. And I really do love him. It hasn't been 4 months yet and I know that I mean it....I've never felt this way about anyone, and I know it's going to be a long time before I ever do again. I know that sounds weird...we've only been together for 4 months and I love him, but we spend every free minute we have with one another. So while that might seem a little premature to a few, I'm ready for it. Anyway...that's enough of my blathering today. It's time to get ready for work... countdown to my birthday: 6 DAYS!