Well, last night was a lot of fun...Audra and I went out to blue spruce and had dinner...then we came back here and watched a movie. Before we got the movies, we went to audra's house and her mom bought us zima...to sort of drown our (my) sorrows. The whole reason we went out really, was because casey told me that there isn't, and won't ever be anything between us. OUCH! I mean, he pretty much beat it into me...I was crying and just kind of totally shocked because I thought there was something good going on between us. I guess I just look into things too much. Anyway...so we went out to eat...and then came back here after my dad was gone with the Zima...audra and I each had 3 bottles of it, and we were pretty toasted....it was a lot of fun though...ben's really mad at me now because apparently I told him I would "never do that" but I know I didn't...I said I don't want to be like dad...I just needed to let loose a little bit last night. I felt like crap. I hate stupid boys. OKay...so now I'm feeling like crap all over again. I need to shower so I can go to work. More on my feeling like crapness later!