Long, bad night at work. I don't think Abby likes me, and when she and Janet are together I feel worse. I just feel like they both seclude me from everything. And then, that guy called and said I short changed him...but he called an hour and a half later...you think he would've realized it then? OH well...then I came home and flipped on Ben, not on purpose though...then I cried. Feeling like crap. I miss Casey...Damn boys...stupid steph and jim broke up on saturday (21st) they got back together on wednesday (26th) Steph said it was a "test" to see how long she could go without him. Right...she just broke her promise with God, as I see it. She said the whole reason for breaking up with him was because she wanted to strengthen her relationship with God and JIm was in the way...whatever...get back together 5 days later and tell me that that was a test. BULL! Ugh...I hate people. oh well

So I talked to Casey last night...it seems all he ever wants is for me to go to his place, get drunk with him and have sex. Granted, it would be fun, it's just not me. I like Casey so much, but I don't want anything to happen too fast. I want to spend some time with him, but I don't want it to be all physical. oh well...enough of that. Working today, don't want to. I have to go deal with all the crap that's been going on between diana and I. I just feel like she thinks our friendship is something that can be pushed to the side and I'll be there at her every whim. I'm not going to do it anymore, I can't take it. Either she grows up and realizes that I'm not her door mat, or I'm calling it quits.

Well, school's been out for almost a few week. I'm all graduated, and very happy! Jim came home Friday, and I didn't know he was...I was on the phone with him and someone knocked on the door...it was HIM! I was so mad, but so happy he came to visit. He makes me feel better every time I talk to him. Anyway...he's on the phone now...byebye!