• today alberto was at school....hahaha, and he didn't bring me food (tear, tear) But i bought popcorn and then it was all mungo buttery so we got another bag and mixed them and yeah. Sure mayb it was salty idk. I was confused by it all. But he always talks to me and scares me cuz he just shows up in my life randomly all the time. I found this really sweet site today at school......it's a smashing pumpkins one. I was looking up stuff on billyc orgon. Idk what it is, it's my favorites but it rocks. I was sleeping and jmo woke me up at like 7. And then i was all quiet and irritable, as i have been all day. And it was just really awkward. And he kept asking me to sing and i wouldn't and yeah. Last night he kept trying to make me talk because i said i wanted to hang up so i could cry. And he was just so irritating and if i hung up he would have called me back probly so i was there til midnight and today i was just dying. At lunch i was just sitting there with my head down like someone shoot me. most of the people i sit by bore me. Megan and amanda and ka left and those are the people who i could get a long with somewhat. And everyone else just finds me annoying and i know it, cuz i have a opinions and i tend to share them. And there just ignorant all the time and think nothing matters. I'm too damn serious tho. And i guess i got really frustrated with that today cuz i just wanted to get up and leave. And i would of hurt myself but then i guess it's something to think about. what do you want to be ya know. like that's pretty helpless. Mayb i am helpless i don't know. I do know. Tomorrow we should have a snow day....cross my fingers. It's been all overdone for the last 3 days so i doubt it after all the hype. Superstition. oh well. After today i'd much rather not be there cuz i'm going to snap on somebody, but i guess i'll get over it. I guess i'd rather have that person be jmo cuz nothing can happen then he'll just listen. Just wish he'd give me space with that. Last night he said the weirdest thing, that i'm weak i'm a really weak person and that he trys not to take advantage of me for that, even though he knows he could. Just weird to grasp that he said that to my face. Not like we all didn't know it was true, but kinda mean. I speak my mind too tho. I'd rather have honesty as long as i have the guts to take it. Isn't this all korny and philosophical. Hehe. No. Maybe. I think i'm failing soc. stu. Already. shame.....i know i must be...unless the test was most of my grade, cuz i haven't done assignments. And i got really mad about that too. Today i had to take my trig quiz that i missed, and i hate trig, but i think i got an A. I kinda depend on those A's or i'm gonna fail without doing assignments. But i mean if i don't need to do the homework to understand the class why should i. My band teacher today said that i was quote "so much wasted talent" that if i "tried i would be so good at everything" for the billionth time. Just cuz i can site read......how special. I think i'm overrated. I know i'm overrated. I'm way to arrogant .

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