• Wow oh wow, like anybody's really gunna be reading this thing anytime soon....or ever.... Christmas has came so soon. Seems like yesterday It was summer, Nice weather, Hott guys, summer crush, hanging with my friends, vacation and so on. Pretty soon it's gunna be my birthday again. I'm growing up so fast....(that so just sounded like something my mom would say) yeah but I'm loving life right, don't wanna grow up too fast or too slow but I'm liking the speed its going at right now. Definitely don't like anybody right now. More on the down low about now, basically just trying to get everything together and smooth everything out. There might be some people I got my eye on but thats as far as its going to get right now. Life seems so indescribable right now...so busy...so tired yet I can't sleep...so hyper...so excited but about what (?)...and so happy to talk to some certain people lately (not sure why). If I wasn't happy right now, I wouldn't be writing all these amazing things down right now, but If I wasn't sad, I would be alot more happy then I'm feeling right now...right? I'm not sure...very frustrated. I wish there was some kind of hand book that came with being a teenager or atleast some kind of guide. Oh well... Guess I'm going to have to rely on the one resource I know always works...that would be *God*Jesus Chirst*Holy Spirit*. My fav freind(s)!i! YAY Anyhow I love all my wonderful & true friends to death. I would die for these people if need be. I've never had people treat me the way my friends treat me ever before. This past year I've grown to realize and understand what a friend really means. I truly think I'll keep in contact with these people when I'm like in my 30's. HAhaha I sure hope so. I SO LOVE MY FRIENDS and I thank God so much for blessing me with these people. You guys are awesome, you guys have helped me form me, you guys have helped me become me, you guys have helped me find the true me, you guys ARE a part of me, and I truly think you always will be.

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