• I’ve decided to give it another 5 years

  i had a complete sobbing breakdown in the middle of the Hiroshima station and my boyfriend and I talked it out. 

  We’re both sick, he has bipolar type 1 as well as schizoaffective symptoms. We both take our medicine religiously so we’ve been relatively stable for a year. We’re going to keep trying, he apologized for the harsh things he said and I apologized for being difficult.

  I’m in Okinawa now and it’s  beautiful, it’s very hard to be sad when you can see a beach right outside your terrace. We were supposed to go surfing today but the North wind decided to be strong. 

  Yesterday we went tubing and jetskiing and I tasted the ocean for the first time. 

  Ill be home next Friday and I have an insurance certification exam to study for. I have a decent job right now and my coworkers and bosses are very kind. They stood up for me when an insurance broker tried to swing her clout and get me fired for reasons beyond my control. I never realized how terrible tow companies actually are I started handling claims. 

  so I’ll see you around, the same way I always do

• Don't know you but you have a nice style of blogging that I haven't seen in many moons. Yes, let your sadness equilibriate with the warmth of subtropical Japan, it is a resevoir of vitality.

  summertimeslackeron April 02, 2019   Link

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• I am happy for you since the sobbing breakdown in Hiroshima and I hope all your neurotransmitter fluids are functioning at an acceptable level as well as those of your boyfriend. Cheers.

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    Thanks Nomy, you’re quite kind

    RosesAtSunseton April 01, 2019  

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