• I draw marigolds

    And let them curve

    Between the folds

    Watch the rooms in a city

    Dressed up in finery

    Always dark

    Or always curtained

    Let me peek between the times

    The good the glad and the lost souls

    Listen to your laugh

    And let it explode

    Tiny knives that disappear

    Marking the soul beneath the skin

    Listening in

    Living in the present

    Dragging out the peasants 

    Listening to your smile

    As I rip my heart from my throat

    And force it into your eye socket

    So you can see the damage 

    You did to me

    I could break into your old house and smash your dads shit

    I could send all the chicks you like pictures of your diseased dick

    But all I do is try to be present and good and kind

    As I try to swallow down the fact that you’ll never be mine

    I don’t know how to let people go

     But I swear I’m learning

    One day at a time

    I need some new friends

    And I promise to make the time

    You couldn’t handle my worst

    But neither could I 

    I needed you to make my heart work

    And now my life is a faint squiggly line

    I know you’re happy in that big city you moved to

    I just hope you remember the girl who used to sing to you

    And never wore make up

    Because she didn’t care what she looked like

    When she thought she was already loved

    The girl who wore the same 2 pairs of tights

    And never wore a bra

    And smoked too much weed

    And too many cigarettes

    Her car was full of trash and still is

    And she was always late

    But she brought you flowers every week

    And always sucked your dick

    But I guess I didn’t care who you were

    And I guess you didn’t either

    And now you’re a big shot lawyer in a big city with a fat bank account

    And I guess I don’t fit into that

    And I’m trying to move on

    But the betrayal weighs heavily on my heart

    And I don’t have anyone I can talk to

     

    We’re just a buncha cells fuckin anyway

    Why the fuck you gotta call me bae

      

    If I had your baby in a toilet

    I’d flush

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  • Maybe it's just me, but I think the dick sucking part was the key to that relationship.

    SMvisitoron July 26, 2018   Link
  • some one fell down deep in the ground when he said the deer is hear

    g.shenbagaon July 25, 2018   Link
  • some one fell down deep in the ground when he said the deer is hear

    g.shenbagaon July 25, 2018   Link
  • oh she likes money interesting what else she like

    g.shenbagaon July 25, 2018   Link
  • oh she likes money interesting what else she like

    g.shenbagaon July 25, 2018   Link
  • Ouch. This is a harsh, but effective poem.


    "one man's fine art is another's black velvet painting.


    That lawyer sounds like a real . . . lawyer.

    NomadMonadon April 06, 2018   Link

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