a lonely girl takin a course on interpersonal relationships
- February 01, 2016
- RosesAtSunset
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Sometimes I hate that [ ? ] chose to study psychology
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I wish you well and by all means, go explore Europe !
Karmic redemption is well & good -
but seek God with all your heart and call on His son Jesus Christ. -
that title, though.
and the last sentence.
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Sometimes I hate that I chose to study psychology and hate myself for fitting the stereotype of the crazy person trying to find themself, but that's what I am
I'm drowning in pages of literature that sometimes hit too close to home, but the problem with psychology is that there are no real hard answers. There isn't an equation that can help you find a satisifying relationship. Sometimes it sucks and sometimes it sucks less. Some of my closest friends are going ghost on me and I know that they will never be straight with me about it. People would rather lie to themselves and others than to allow for a final dissolution. Instead they ask where I've been and I lie and say that I've been busy, but we both know the truth. They don't invite me out much and they're always busy when I ask them.
People just drift apart sometimes and I'm reading about how people avoid the destruction of relationships as much as they are motivated to create them. But I've given up. How far can you put yourself out there until you fall off? I'm not much better. I'm not always great at keeping in touch, either. I've cut out a lot of people too and maybe this is my karmic redemption. But I had my reasons, so maybe they have theirs? Anyway, I'm trying to keep my nose to the books while I try not to be sad about not having a secure base and slowly try to make new friends as best as I can.
I know the only for me to get out of this little big city is to get my bachelor's and find some school in some place in europe. I don't feel like I'm running away, moreso that I've overstayed my welcome and it's time to leave.