• I am a downward spiral kid

    All racing pulse and ragged breathing

    Head down and awkward walking

    A sadness inside that's never leaving

    Late nights and tiny blades

    With sliced skin and dripping blood

    Muffled crying into pillows

    I would change it if I could

    Don't fret

    Long sleeves do the trick

    I'm so good

    At hiding being sick

    I wake up

    And the darkness suffocates

    Thing is

    I don't want you to resuscitate

    A dark tunnel with no end

    Watch as I lose all my friends

    Its like a scream that is silent

    Heavy weights and inner violence

    I look in the mirror

    Hating what I see

    Always falling endlessly

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3 Comments

  • It hurts to read your words. I know the feelings. Stay with us. It gets better and sometimes it gets worse. But fuck it. It is your life not theirs do your own fucking thing. But stay with us.

    tickingon November 18, 2015   Link
  • Please don't drip blood on those pillows -
    they were rather costly and high-end fabric...

    NomadMonadon November 15, 2015   Link
  • Good shit man
    If it's yours I'm impressed & can relate!
    If it's a song lyric, which one?
    Peace out

    dayatatime01on November 06, 2015   Link

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