good night

  • What a night tonight was

    drunk, alone, but still elated at the end of the night

    am I destined to be alone?

    i laugh to myself

    I've drifted on and on through this senseless reality

    trying so very hard to understand the rules set upon me by this world

    that I so casually inhabit 

    cherishing my fate but cursing my inadequacy to live up to the honour of the privileges set upon me

    im happy that I am a part of this world if only for this moment

    where I write in this same stupid journal I've written in since I was fucking 13

    i haven't changed all that much

    if anything you could say I've regressed 

    but I'm doing alright and the world is an okay place to live after all

    so I hope you're doing alright too

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  • Keep writing your fing journal. The world is an okay place to live in some times great, most times not so much. But its what we have. Friends make it better. But making friends and keeping friends well that's the hard part.. the part that creates all the self doubt.

    tickingon October 23, 2015   Link
  • This is lovely!

    luckybambooon October 17, 2015   Link

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