• They said I might have to go into hospital again in a month or so if things don't improve. I don't even care anymore.

  The night times are getting worse. That when the dark thing that lives and grows inside me is most active. It swells and rages like a massive stormy sea, and all I do is lay there and let it wash over me. Its all I can do.

  The psychiatrist said I have 'resistant depression'. I have no clue what that means, but then I don't have a clue about lots of things these days.

  I've been listening a lot to Breaking Down by Florence And The Machine. ts the most accurate song about depession that I know of.

  In Vincent Van Gogh's suicide note he wrote: 'the sadness will last forever' and I know now that he was right.

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