• Yesterday we went to the sea. Not really to the sea, more the beach, because the tide was too far out. All I wanted was to walk next to the ocean, but it wasn't possible. I thought maybe it meant something, but maybe not.

    The diet has been going OK:

    Breakfast- cereal bar

    Lunch- small salad with a quorn burger or quorn nuggets

    Tea- small packet of dried fruit

    I haven't lost any significant amount of weight. I don't have a scale or anything, but I can tell by looking in the mirror that I'm just as fat and ugly as before. But at least I haven't put any weight on. I'm thinking about cutting don on food even more when I go back to school, but I don't know yet.

     

    I just feel so sad and empty all of the time. I don't feel like a main charater in my own life, or even a supporting one. I feel like no one knows I exist.

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  • Have you been doing any exercise, the last time i sent you a message, i mention the a diet does no good unless your doing something to require your body to make more muscle. That's where the fat goes. It doesn't disappear, it's converted into something smaller in your arms, legs and such, instead of your stomach area and hips.
    I hope this helps because i really think you read and/or listened to my last comment. I'm trying to help you.

    Stealthweasleon August 18, 2015   Link
  • I am fairly sure that I think I feel you exist.


    (I may be wrong however)

    NomadMonadon August 18, 2015   Link

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