I could ask you, are you dead like me?

  • These are the things I know about myself:

    I am 15 years old

    I have not a single friend in the world

    I am sad constantly

    I don't know how much longer I can do this for

     

    All I want is to write. I used to be able to effortlessly, but now I can't. Its like when I got sad I lost the ability, and now everything comes out wrong. I don't know if you've ever experienced that.

    I guess the only reason I'm writing this is because its the summer holiday and I'm feeling so sad and alone, and I don't want to be alive. I just want someone out there to read this and know I exist. I just want to feel like a main character for once. But I'm re-reading what I just wrote and feeling this horrible dissatisfied feeling, like I'll never be good enough.

    Maybe I'll delete this entry later. Who knows? I just hope whoever you are, that you're happy with your life. I don't know why. I just do.

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  • I think it's normal for us teens to feel alone sometimes and for me it's okay to sometimes feel that way but not to the extent that you don't wanna live. Being alone makes us stronger I mean that is the time to know yourself more and if you really know yourself you can bond with others even better and most importantly if you know yourself you don't have to fear of being alone cause you know you can handle yourself better. "we are born alone, we live alone, we die alone. Only through our friendship can we create an illusion for the moment that we are not alone" this is one of my favorite quote by orson welles. literally we humans are born alone so if you don't wanna feel that way make friends we others and you will never be alone and the key to a better friendship is knowing yourself first

    dumbnymouson August 02, 2015   Link

  • Seek God with all of your heart, soul, mind and strength...


    or die trying.

    NomadMonadon July 31, 2015   Link

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